listening to: itunes streaming radio - blues station
So Will reminded me that this blog exists and that sometimes people actually read what i write here, sooo, whoops that i don't have anything fun to say. :)

Mad. At myself. Grrr. That is all there is to express per this moment.

we're into june now people. are you all enjoying your summer and noticing how fast it is flying by? i'm enjoying mine. the internship is fun, and hanging out with friends is fun, and i'm tackling a giant project of organizing a scrapbook of pictures from my undergrad days, and have realized i've taken an awful lot of pictures over 5 years!!! especially with the advent of the digital camera. so ya, oh and barnes and noble will have orrientation tomorrow, so we'll see how that goes, but i'm gald they've hired me, and i might be able to transfer to the b-town store after the move back there. okay, that's all from me folks! night

Well, I have been back in Iowa for almost two full weeks now. It has been a very good experience to readjust to life over here. I am loving my internship so far, Rijn is awesome and I am learning some really cool things, and I just got a call to interview at Barnes and Noble on Wed. so everyone wish me luck with that! (how totally awesome would it be to work with books and get paid? haha, oh wait...that's what my REAL career is going to be anyways! hehe, perhaps that's why I'm worthy of an interview. Hopefully they won't care that i"m only going to be around in the summer, and only want part time...well keep your fingers crossed anyways okay?). Let's see...other things....readjustment...well it has been really nice to see the Iowa friends again. There is something quite wonderful in the simple pleasure I take in hanging out with certain people that i have great chemistry with, so that we can spend an entire evening hanging out and in a very Seinfeldian sort of way, conduct a "show about nothing." Seriously, I hadn't laughed sooo hard in ages, as I did last week at perkins. It felt so good to just gel with them again. :) I miss my b-town girls and boys already too, because they are awesome as well, but there is something to be said for hanging out with people that, for all practical purposes have all sorts of "ammo" against you from previous knowledge to make fun of you with. Ah, the joys of being able to laugh at yourself. Particularly, from the bowling alley, the first night of my return, when I was dead tired and dragged my butt over because it was MY idea to go bowling earlier in the day, for when I got back to town, but soo tired I barely knew what was going on. Needless to say my comment of "I left the deathstars in the other duffelbag" is now living in infamy. Not to mention "what happens when you step on a dead cow?" (from the perkins evening) to which I replied "It stays dead?"
Not all of this homeward venture has been rosy though, as I've realized a few more things about myself that i need to work on. Like jealousy. I've always thought it such a stupid emotion, but I am beginning to understand the complexities and different types of jealousy that exist, and hopefully will discover how to better deal with them from an internal standpoint. But for the most part, life is fairly coposetic..(and I STILL can't spell for anything) So that's the newest update. peace!

Listening to: John Stweart and Daily Show - I love that man.
Helped move ppl out today, and some of my stuff to the car, feeling rather lazy now because of all this physical activity earlier. about to go to dinner. aren't you happy that you know this information now? yes? well look forward to more posts like this over the summer, because I will not be all that interesting I"m sure :) A certain someone who reads this should call me back and tell me how their new job is going...really!!!! pay attention it's important that I know how montana is. okay!?!
bye folks...